4 — Wednesday, August 12, 1992 — North Shore News A shameless indulgence of the self PVE JUST finished reading a biography of Henry Miller. Needless to say, 1’m saddened. If the biographer is to be believed, the re2i-life Henry Miller was somewhat fess heroic than the so-called autobiographical Henry | Miller. **So-called’” because Henry us- ed to write stuff about his life that wasn’t exactly the way it happen- ed. He cheated. Although, of course, I knew this. One of his lines that I always loved was: ‘‘Sometimes I throw in alie, just to throw the bastards off the trail." According to biographer Robert Ferguson, it wasn’t just ‘‘some- times’’ that Henry threw in a lie, however. More like probably most of the time. This is saddening, as I say, because Henry was considered in his time to be a free-spirited sage precisely because of his ‘‘hones- ty.” No less a genuine man of letters than George Orweli devoted an entire long essay to Miller, entitled Inside the Whale. In it, Orwell described an expe- fience common to everyone who had read and loved Miller’s first Bob Punter STRICTLY PERSONAL well-being and contentment could be trusted to run the country without leading it into war. 46 All the early beatniks and later the hippies took their broad moral ‘signal from Miller, or at least the thinking he personified: namely that virtually anything went, and to hell with conventional morality. 99 published book, Tropic of Cancer: “the peculiar relief that comes not so much from understanding as being understood. He knows all about me, you feel, he wrote this especially for me.”’ As a writer whose definitely left-wing views had shaped all of his own works, Orwell knew only too well the dangers that arise “where writers identify themselves too closely with schools of politi- cal thought, the most sinister of these being the voluntary censor- shiy of one’s own thoughts in the - name of a prevailing orthodoxy and righteousness,” as Ferguson puts it. A writer ‘‘can only remain honest if he keeps free of party labels,’’ Orweil wrote, after observing at close hand the inner workings of left-wing politica! parties, an experiente that gave him a horror of politics ever afterwards. Miller, on the other hand, ‘loathed ail parties, politicians and ideologies from the beginning, and he did so with a vengeance, cheer- fully and shamelessly indulging his own egocentrism. The two mien met in Paris one afternooz in {937 as Orwell was passing through on his way to -take part in the Spanish Civil War. Miiler didn’t attempt to talk Orwell out of his crusade, but made it clear that he thought it was extremely foolish of Orwell to join the war out of a sense of obligation. If he had been doing it out of curiosity, or some selftsh motive, it would have been OK. Miller’s hero, biographer - Ferguson reports, was Yang Chu, a Tacist philosopher who lived in ancient China, who was reputed to have held the view that ‘‘even if he could have benefited the empire by pulling out one hair,’’ he would not have done so. He was absolutely indifferent to the fate of the state. This was 2 terrific thing, rather than bad, in the Taoist view. The argument was that only a man who was ut- terly concerned with his own WOOGA CHUGGA WOOGA CHyGGA WOogaA CHUGGA wooes After their brief meeting in Paris, Miller wrote about Orwell: ““What enrages me about people toda; is their willingness to die for things.’’ Miller's literary stature has gore Young up and down more wildly than almost any other modern writer. He was well established as a hero to liberal society for his frank writings about sex by the late 1930s. Servicemen returning to the U.S. and Canada smuggled copies of his banned books with them, planting the seeds of his eventual fare in North America. By the 1950s, Miller had evolv- ed into a guru. All the early beat- niks and later the hippies took their broad moral signal from Miller, or at least the thinking he personified: namely that virtually anything went, and to hell with conventional morality. Today, having been torn to shreds by feminist writers like Kate Millet, Miller has been con- signed, more or less, to the slagheap titled ‘‘dirty old men,** and left to decompose. In the world of AIDS anc the New Puritanism goat-like sexual! froiicking is frowned upon in vir- tually every corner. With moderation has come in- tolerance towards excess — and if anybody exceeded, it was Henry. According to Ferguson, nowhere was this excessiveness more apparent than in the dedica- tion which he brought to bear on the creation of his own myth. He fabricated out of the raw and ac- tually rather mundane material of his own existence a gigantic legend of himself. It was done at other people's expense, especially his former wives, whom he characteristically started exploiting for literary pur- poses even before he was through with them emotionally. He was a self-centred, pitiless, self- promoting hustler and freeloader, who pushed his own agenda re- lentlessiy, and eventually succeed- ed, becoming rich arid famous. However, ! maintain those who see in Henry Miller nothing but a sexist pigdog, and who gloss over or simply do not comprehend the 2piritual seeker beneath the carica- Ones »Move Quickly Most child drownings -" occur when children are left unsupervised. ‘Keep your child’ in » Sight. Enroll your child y. in a Red Cross Water Ga + 0s pl , There’s nothing like a rollicking ride on the grand old steam train, the Royal a Hudson. The fe scene spectacular as you trav Howe Sound coastline to the quaint logging town of along Cail BC Rail 631-3500 or Ticketmaster 280-4444, ture of himself that he put for- ward, miss out on the meaning of his work and his life, which was that, as enormously and fun- damentally flawed as human be- ings might de, as ridiculous and power-corrupted as iove may be, and as indifferent or maybe even as sometimes malevolent as the universe might be, “underneath the mess everything is marvelous. . “I’m sure of it,” he writes in The Roxy Crucifixation. **I know it because I feel so marvelous myself most of the time. And when I feel that way everybody : PARKER seems marvelous ... cverybody and everything ... That’s what I want to write about ... and then we're all going to see clearly, sce what a staggering, wonderful, beautiful world it is.” My feeling is Henry may have fibbed a bit about how often he got laid and how spectacularly he - performed, but he sure turned you ° on to the excitement of life, and was therefore truly a great writer. — even if, sadly, he was really still just another guy screwed up by his wienie. : aad H HOUSE ROLLS ¢ Regular $1.35 120 Philip Avenue North Vancouver * Limit 3 dozen per customer with this ad. .. Offer expires Tuesday, August 18, 1992 984-3111 Spring & Summer | Reductions — featuring: * Via Spiga * Paloma ° Capucci -1025 Robson Street. Vancouver Squamish. And Bunker C. Bear, our lovable mascot, sometimes drops by with treats for the kids. Allin all, it’s a blast from the past.@ and a day you'llnever —,,§ : “w forget. 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