strictly personal WHEN I was !6 years old, I headed east from Winnipeg on a Greyhound bus in January, equipped with only a summer sieeping bag and some cheap Boy Scout _’ camping gear, intent on . experiencing the Tom , Thomson-like ecstasy of being alone in the Canadian : wilderness i in winter. I got. ‘the driver to let me off shortly: after crossing the border ‘into Ontario. As the bus disap- peared down the highway, a ring- ~ ing silence closed in, broken only by the cawing of crows. ‘[-was alone in the second “largest boreal forest.in the world, : surrounded by dark coniferous trees stooped under huge cones of “Sow. ;, ve. had gone “winter camping” . before, but only: for daytime: trips. “This was to be my first ~ évernighter. And despite the ” famous Scouting motto, | was most definitely not prepared. _o| | snowshoed maybe a mile into the woods, checking my compass and chipping the bark of every third or fourth tree so 1 would be able to find my way back. But when I decided to stop and make a fire, | discovered that my atchet wasn’t biting very far into ‘the frozen wood. Only the thinnest igs could be broken off. . -This was going-to be a daunt- ing task, keeping a big fire going -m and that’s what} had counted on to stay alive.” . Darkness fel! early and swiftly. "| could feel.the ‘sthal atumos- here around me closing like a “fist. It-was too late to try to find my way back to the highway, and ‘my. stack of wood, acquired at the ‘cost of more sweat than was good © for me:in the cold, was barely” more than kindling. The possibility of freezing to : death was suddenly in the cards, It was almost pitch black when “a voice boomed at me out of the * shadows: “You're on my proper- tyr : A brown-skinned man wearing thick furs and real moccasins. with long black hair held in place by a headband, snowshoed into view, cradling a three-ought-three, I stammered out an explanation of how 1 dida't know [was on anybody's property, and how it wails too kite to go back now, and how | was getting kind of worried because it wis turning so cold, and how ft was having trouble gathering enough woud. His eyes took in my gear. “No tent?” he asked. i“ didn't think Ud need it” “1's gonna get plenty cold.” he observed, and then, with a shrug. leaned his gun against a tree, unslung a saw, and starting taking down branches. Within minutes, he had a big pile ready. A few more minutes and a fire was crackling. As E unpacked my cooking stuff, he walked off into the bush, returning some 10 minutes later with a freshly snared rabbit. He skinned it, gutted it, and soon had it turning on a spit. He showed me how to cook it until you could break a bone and the marrow would bubble. “That's when it's ready.” . It so happened | had brought along a bottle of port. The moon had sailed clear of the treetops by then. ; My savior told me he was a pure-blood Huron, which ran against everything | had been taught in school. The Hurons were supposed to be extinct, felled by ' smallpox and Iroquois. But he was adamant. And who was | to argue with ‘this very real Indian squatting across the fire from me? We fin- ished the rabbit, cleaned out a can of beans and another of fruit, and - polished off the port. The air seemed to have drained ‘from the sky and stuck to the snowdrifts around us, and the deadly chill of space pressed down. - It was only a reflection of the moon, but a light seemed to be coming out of the ground itself, a blue-green light being beamed up from below, shining through the moulded glass of the ice glazing . everything. . : ~ “Before he crunched on his. : snowshoes away into the night. my-Huron friend told me what to do to stay alive until dawn. First, ‘we heaped the fire up until it was roaring and spread it out over.the flat glacial moraine. He instructed me to wait for. the flames to burn down com- pletely, then place my sleeping ’ bag.in the ashes. It wouldn't be very comfortable, but the rock would hold the heat of the fire, releasing it as the hours went by into’my sleeping bag. 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