From 1 GOT half way through this colunin and then gave it up. It was so depressing to ty spirit, # wasn’t worth leaving myself open to all the agitation, But { hate feeling like a piker, and the subject lingered, taunting me for fet- ting memories get the better of me. It was recalling Russia, you see, bringing back those days in Moscow, on my own, no one to help me put it in perspective. A story in the daily newspaper had brought it all back, all the apprehen- sion, all the frustration, The story was about a chap from Halifax, who had read about western businessmen going to Russia and hiring them- selves out to various firms in order to teach the rudiments of small business and make their own living at the same time. Sounds great. A real leaming experience and a shot of foreign culture to boot. So he went, and put a bunch of money into a bar that he called The Moosehead, and which was a roaring success, but which cost him dear. Thirty thou- sand dollars to begin with, and his life on the line if he tried to get it back. Well, nobody threatened my life during my truncated sojourn in Moscow, but [ was, in the end, thoroughly frightened and unsure of being allowed to leave the country. We had no Embassy there in those days. What on earth was I doing there, you ask yourself. Weil, from this vantage point, 20 years later, I really wonder too, except that I recail hav- ing this strong urge to bring the message of Canada to Russian people —— work hard (they already believe that), and help and trust one anoth- er. From what I read I felt the latter message needed under- lining, and who better to carry the word than Eleanor, bless her pointed little head. It was in the years when | was my husband's office manager, those years when our annual holidays, apart from Christmas week, had to be taken singly. There had been signs from Moscow of Ada Leung Pharmacist CAPSULE COMMENTS H Mind and body do work tugether. f| Proof of this fact is che use of placebo pills (those with no active H ingredient). The idca of believing that something will work, may indeed make it work, even if there is nothing in it. When studies are done on new drugs, the new drug is compared to placebos. Those receiving the placebo often report improvement in their condition. Even side effects are experienced. At Davies Pharmacy, we dispense more than medication, We dis- pense information, We know you'll like our style of pharmacy. DAVIES PHARMACY 1401 St. Georges 985-8771 Eleanor ’ the : vintage years relaxation in some areas, of softening of strictures. enough to make us (read “me") think it was time for overtures, 1 would go to them and tell them about our ways and maybe persuade them to my views. Can you beat it? When | write it down here, I can scarcely credit my naivete, but aff went to New York ta bourd the Russian passenger ship Lermontov, having per- stiided myself that the 10 days at sea would help me prepare for the differences in culture and more, ft did, in same degree, We dived “Russian-style” heard the Janguige and went 10 classes, ate the country's foud, learned to drink (or not to drinky vodka (at about ten cents a shot), And we were introduced to the Russian reliance on their ranks of hirge unsmiling immutable atatrons who seem to run the Russian machine. had prepared to some extent by studying the Russian language for most of a year — the writing of itis almost us entertaining as the speaking of it, which is like enjoying a mouthful of S nee SERVIC wo jujubes, We had same ditic- ing, toa, aboard, and a glori- ous storm in oud-Adantic. We attended lectures and felt properly introduced by the time we entered Leningrad harbor. We saw some of Leningrad’s vlories, and took the basic train to the capital shortly. My hotel was described at the ime of making reserva- tions as the hest in town, Maybe it was, but there were no plugs for the bathtubs, 1 stuffed mine with some item of underwear when nced arose. The dining-room was vast, but the waiters were surly, breakfast to dinner time. I walked out one day, iritent on some famaus build- ing | wanted to see, and | walked the wrong way. I MAN GER 1 Sunday, March 3, 1996 ~ North Shore News — 47 Russia with memories walked aud walked but the city began to lie mostly behind toe. and Thoew Pwas onthe wrong track but who toask? Pedestrians were few and so were shops, but ahead there was a bus, standing with the door open, an indi- cation of perhaps the turn- wound point. The driver showed up as | stood there, ctnd | was able to describe my problem. He invited me in and said he would take me buck to the hotel. He did just that — he paid no attention to bodies wailing at bus stops, just drove along and around, and took me to the door, where | thanked him most positively, 1 hoped, in Russian, and offered him one of the Canadian silver dollars | had carried with me as wampum. * 4 CYLINDER § ENGINES * 5&6 CYL ENGINES We were having some sort of commenioration that year, and the Mounted Police were celebrated on this coin. | had a hard tine persuading hiny to take it, but he vot such a sick outof my Russian he finally broke down iaughing and coulda’ t resist furthet, AH this fable tells you is that my poor judgment got me ina fix. (sot the willies and decided to change my plans and go home, so | Ielegraphed my husband, or thought I did, to alert him that I'd fly to England and so home. The telegram he got only served to confuse him, which caused him to worry. But it did come about, | did get out, and in time was back in a world I could understand more easily. ‘Trying to connect in these days is much simpler, but there are still hazards to con- tend with. [ no fonger suffer from a need to change the world, thank goodness. Cscation seat acta